number two

no, this posting will not be about bodily functions.
but body function-ing, in a way.
i have been working out with a personal trainer,
but i am not doing a great job
on my own in between. am thinking
of going back to weight watchers too.
in the last 4 years I have gained
and lost over 35 pounds...
twice!
and now i must lose it again,
hopefully in a healthy way.
no pills
no food deprivation
it sucks.
people keep telling me
i'm supposed to "enjoy the process,"
and i'm like,
you enjoy the process... i'll enjoy the process
of sinking my teeth
into a big slice of pizza.